I have not felt this lousy for quite some time. And right now I feel like I just wanna be left alone. Yet now that I'm alone in my little room in PGP.. I wanna be in the company of others. Tell me that I'm hard to please man. Lol.

Well, this morning I received a terrible news from my sis. Just while Shing Ee and I were taking a bus back to PGP, my sis delivered the news that my second uncle had passed away last night due to an accident. I was thoroughly shocked when I first heard it.. it was like.. I was hoping for someone to yell 'APRIL'S FOOL!!' but apparently no one did cos it was just a stupid wish of mine to reassure muself that it can't be true. Well, I can't say that I've been really close to my 2nd uncle but I felt upset. It just feels weird u know. Like one minute the person is still alive and breathing and the next.. he's dead and will not ever speak or move anymore- just cease to exist. All he ever will be is a memory.. and his loved ones could only just reminisce but will not be able to create new memories and moments together with him anymore. Also, my uncle and his family used to come over during Chinese New Year.. and out famlies even went on holidays together to Cameron HIghlands and Genting Highlands. And now that he's gone.. it just feels really weird. Like something's amiss.