Confusion settles heavily in my mind like a blanket of dust. Ok maybe not dust. Dust is too.. dusty and full of germs. Like a blanket of.. saw dust? Nope. It's still dust. Ah-ha! Confusion settles heavily in my mind like a cloud of water vapour condensing on a cool glass surface.

Fuck. I dunno why am I still thinking about it.. was not giving issue much thought actually due to work. Although have been immersed in work but will occasionallly think about it but will try to brush thought aside. And now it is bubbling over!

Fuck. Hates confusion. Think I'll just ignore thought.

Fuck. Effing tooth is still throbbing like mad rendering my favourite hobby (eating!) to become activity-of-torture =( Dentist said I would have to undergo root canal treatment and crowning in order to cure the prob entirely. Treatment also means I would have to pay an exorbitant amount of Rm1500 to get my tooth filed down.. nerves in gum removed and to crown on a porcelain tooth. FUCK! Am not even 20 and dun wanna wear dentures or have bits of glass in my mouth or use polident! (eat kai xin guo will also be bu kai sin- polident advertisement which is freaking hilarious.)

Fuck. Have to report to work earlier tomorrow at 11 am and am still not sleeping!!

Fuck. Think my blog entries are getting weirder.