Here I am.. seething in anger as I am writing this blog entry, trying to vent all my anger and frustration here. I feel so fucking fed up with everyone, well not everyone.. just a few particular people. I am already feeling pretty fucked up and I don't wanna have to deal with another comment or remark.

I am so sick of people asking me to help them do stuffs. Not that I wanna be selfish, but these are matters that they are capable of accomplishing themselves, and yet they would still bombard me with requests to help them. Argh. This is the final staw and I really can't take it anymore.

Just tell them no, you would think. Easy peasy. But it's not easy for me to say no to a friend. I don't know how to reject them without sounding mean or selfish and it is definitely not about trying to be nice nor putting on an act.

You know, life would really be easier if I do not have to deal with all this shit. It's not as if I have so much spare time to dwell on such seemingly trivial issues. Bah.