Monday, March 8, 2010
Quit Bothering Me.. ALL OF YOU!!
Here I am.. seething in anger as I am writing this blog entry, trying to vent all my anger and frustration here. I feel so fucking fed up with everyone, well not everyone.. just a few particular people. I am already feeling pretty fucked up and I don't wanna have to deal with another comment or remark. I am so sick of people asking me to help them do stuffs. Not that I wanna be selfish, but these are matters that they are capable of accomplishing themselves, and yet they would still bombard me with requests to help them. Argh. This is the final staw and I really can't take it anymore. Just tell them no, you would think. Easy peasy. But it's not easy for me to say no to a friend. I don't know how to reject them without sounding mean or selfish and it is definitely not about trying to be nice nor putting on an act. You know, life would really be easier if I do not have to deal with all this shit. It's not as if I have so much spare time to dwell on such seemingly trivial issues. Bah.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
I don't like what i'm doing right now!
Instead of completing my absolutely boring, time-consuming and energy-draining ecology lab report as I should be, here I am, blogging. It has struck me once again, as I was typing out my report, that if this is what I wanted. As in, being a biologist or researcher, doing research, read-ups, and of course, writing a lab report thereafter. The thought of the drudgery of the doing all of the above is really rather repulsive. Also, I can't help questioning myself "what the fuck am I doing in Scienc" at times like these. Sigh. It's not like I totally despise what I am studying right now.. but I just don't see myself as being in this line upon graduation. I don't think I wanna be a researcher.. heck. I don't even LIKE lab sessions. I'm not like some of my course mates who would get excited when they obtain some positive lab results. No. Most of the time I'll be thinking.. "when can we go...". Lol. So how can I ever be a scientist or researcher, one who'll practically attain orgasm when they've painstakingly achieve some successful experiment? Like.. "Oh yeah.. that's the way baby!! That's the way how a DNA's suppose to react. The restriction enzymes did a fantastic job man!! Yeah..." So.. what I'm worried about now would be that what am I gonna be when I graduate? I know I don't wanna be a researcher, and I used to wanna be an anchorman.. or woman.. but that dream has been shattered ever since I got into Science Fac. Hmm.. so right now I guess the only thing that I would love to do would be to start my own line of cosmetics. NOT like silkygirl, more of like at par with maybelline or better, revlon. Muahahhaa. Then I can be a lao ban niang. But that's just me building sand castle in the air la.. I don't even know how to go about doing. Hmm.. time to go back to my lab report.. I shall get back to this post once I'm more free=) And here's some pics to spice up my blog before I go.. if not it'll look so boring with just srtings of words (not that anyone would read.. but lao niang like ar).  Taken at oo. Went there to celebrate Carmen's bday.  Room mates!! I miss blogging!! It has been ages since I last touched my blog such that it has become forgotten and forlorn.. but NO! I won't let that happen to my blog!! Hello baby.. mommy's gonna write in you again! I've been feeling rather down these few days and I am at a loss of what to do. I try not to be bothered by it but the fact is that I truly am rather hurt. I've tried.. and failed.. and I don't think I would wanna try again.. so I guess I shall just let things be. And no.. the above mentioned is not about any relationship problem. Lol. ='( On a brighter note, I totally adore this song "Time For Miracles" by Adam Lambert (kuku bird). Hahaha. It's one of the sound tracks for 2012 and it currently reigns as my fav song of the moment, replacing "Speechless" by Lady GaGa. Congrats to Lambert Kuku Bird!! And so what if he's a gay and wears eyeliner.. I think it's sexy. Especially the way he sticks his tongue out when he belts out the extraordinarily high notes (although it does look a bit like he's gonna puke). But so so? He's hot!!  Notice how long his tongue is??!Wish he would stick his tongue the same way down my throat. Hahaha. Ok.. that's kinda gross. Okies that's all for now folks. Before I go.. here's a short update of my current fav songs of the moment: - Time For Miracles- Adam Lambert
- Speechless- Lady GaGa
- In The End- Kat Deluna
- Let It Go- Cavo
- Be On You- Ne-Yo (song title sounds real pervertic)
- Dancing Queen- ABBA (from my parents' era)
- I Drive Myself Crazy- N'Sync
- Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely- Backstreet Boys (they're all old men by now)
ciao
Monday, October 26, 2009
I have this unfathomable inclination to reach out and help you. I feel for you.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
The Headlines
Friday, 17th July 2009
Doctors and Scientists Stumped By Unidentified Disease.
Vanessa Ang QianwenSingapore- Chee Kor Pek*, 22, was reported to be suffering from an unidentified disease associated with the male genital.Chee, a student of the National University of Singapore (NUS), was admitted to the hospital after passing out in the toilet early this morning. A distressed Mrs. Chee Bai Bai*, mother of Chee Kor Pek, has informed reporters of the Vanessa's Times that Chee has been complaining incessantly about pains in his genital area since last Friday after returning from his hostel, Prince George's Park Residence (PGPR).Doctors have revealed that Chee has been diagnosed with a rare genital disease that has left scientists and doctors alike perplexed."This is the very first time that we (the doctors and scientists) have come across such a bizarre illness and we are still trying our very best to save Chee's genital.", reported Dr. Jekyll.Despite the doctor's refusal to disclose further information regarding Chee's condition to the Vanessa's Times, an anonymous informant has leaked the exact symptoms of Chee's peculiar illness.Evidently, it was revealed that Chee's scrotum had gradually turned to shades of nasty purple since last Friday. Chee's fainting episode in the toilet before being admitted to the hospital was due to utter shock when Chee removed his pants and saw that his testicles have dropped off completely.Doctors are hopeful that they will be able to identify the root of Chee's problem in order to discover a cure for it.
*Names are entirely fabricated. If you happen to share the same name as the above mentioned, it is completely coincidental and that your parents must have either been fools or do not understand Hokkien or Teochew or local vulgarities.
Hahahaha!! The root to Chee's problems are due to the fact that he stole my clothes. I HOPE that I will be able to see an article such as this on the newspaper one day and I shall know who my jerkass-no-money-to-buy-bra-cum-clothes thief is. Ok. Is not good to curse people actually. Maybe shall be a good Catholic and practice forgiving and forgetting. BUT I CAN'T DO IT EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT MY BAO BEI HALTER TOP!!! FUCKERS!!! I've already put up notices at the laundry room and in the lifts appealing for those who know of my clothes' whereabouts to contact me, but to no avail. Sigh. I guess they're as good as gone.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thief!! I Curse You!!!
Today's really a black friday! Although it's not even friday the 13th. Guess what folks?? MY CLOTHES KENA STOLEN WHEN I DID MY LAUNDRY AT PGP!!! I am still hopping mad as I am typing this can? Grr.. GRRR!! Yesterday despite feeling exhausted and lazy.. I decided to do my laundry (now I wish I hadn't and had felt lazier. Gah!). And thus I soaked my clothes overnight and this morning I went to operate the washing machine to wash them. Checked my clothes.. clothes still there although I felt like the clothes seemed to have shifted position but did not give it much thought as thought that clothes might move while soaking. Hmm.. like the Brownian motion theory (whereby pollen grains suspended on water appear to be moving due to bombardment of water molecules)- am a brilliant student of science as am able to inject impressive scientific knowledge into daily activities. Haha! Anyways when I went to transfer the clothes to the dryer, I realised that some of my clothes were missing! As in I only placed my bao bei and favourite tops in this laundry bag with netting and only this bag was missing from the machine when I went to collect the clothes while the rest of the clothes were still there!! EAT SHIT YOU STINKING THIEF!! STEAL MY CLOTHES FOR WHAT? GO GET YOUR OWN ONE CAN?! Boohoo. Am very sad/ fucking furious/ gloomy.. Grr. Some of the clothes are pretty new too ='( I then lodged a report at the PGP office and after viewing the security cam in the laundry room.. the security person told me that they are unable to view the washing machine I used as it is blocked by a pillar. Eff. Damn useless la.. the cam. Dunno install for what! And what's worse is that I kept going back to the laundry room to like double and triple check to look for my clothes and I suddenly then realised this notice pasted in the laundry room stating that we are adviced not to leave our clothes unattended while washing/ drying and that PGP is not accountable for stolen or missing clothes. Walao. Do you bloody expect us to stand beside the washing machines like fools for an hour to wait for our clothes? Think we've got nothing better to do than to guard our clothes ar? Stinking security. Dunno what's the point for paying so much every month. Alright.. well it's actually not exactly PGP's fault. IT'S THE THIEF'S FAULT!! I curse the thief! If it's a male.. I curse that your balls would turn purple and drop off like a ripened grape. If it's a female.. I curse that your boobs would sag to the floor and that your down there will rot.. emitting putrid odour. That will teach you to steal! I miss my clothes =(
Friday, July 3, 2009
The Fuck Poem
Poem of the day: There was once a girl who likes saying fuck, Who cusses and swears and thinks that her life sucks. One faithful day when she was down on her luck, She woke up and realised she had turned into a duck. However all she could do was not to quack but cluck, And on some days she could even bark. She was so grief-stricken her days were dark, Till one fine day a prince came by and gave her a hug. The spell was broken, her tongue came unstuck, And she no longer had to cluck or bark.
She solemnly vowed never again to say fuck, And lived her days happy as a lark.
A pretty awesome and vulgar poem huh?! Came up with this poem while in the showers yesterday =) *Beams around proudly* (though actually there is nothing to be proud about. Think my dad will faint when he sees the stuff I type online. lol)
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Taken at oo. Went there to celebrate Carmen's bday.
Room mates!!
Notice how long his tongue is??!